January 2009
Everything...
So I had a mental breakdown today on the phone with my mom. I just haven’t been able to talk to anyone about anything that’s going on. And today when the wrong things just seemed to happen, I snapped. So I came back to Boston today, took a shower, watched some Rachael Ray, read Harry Potter 4, and passed out at like 8. I obviously woke up at 10:30 and then talked to my mom. I guess...
light years away.
it’s almost like you had it planned.
it’s like you smiled and shook my hand and said,
“hey, i’m about to screw you over big time.”
and what was i supposed to do?
i was stuck in between you and a hard place.
we won’t talk about the hard place.
but i don’t blame you anymore,
that’s too much pain to store.
it left me half dead, inside my head.
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